A Journey To Find Real Happiness

  "Years I felt like I am LOST, Years I felt like I am WORST"

 Those years are what made me realize that I deserve BETTER


A Journey To Find Real Happiness


Have you ever felt like you are lost somewhere?


Have you ever felt like you are stuck in something and that is eating you up?


Have you ever felt like you are living a life that is controlled by someone else?


Remembering the moments in my life, I feel so bad that I didn’t live my life to the fullest. I was full of fear most of the time. Every time there was something that I wanted or didn’t want, and at the same time ‘but’ was also with me- I want to do this but what will they say if I do this? I don’t want to do a 9 to 5 job but my family says I should, I don’t want to study that subject but they say if I want a good career then, I have to do that, etc.


I did all the things that were good for me, I controlled my heart and feelings to be the one who is admired by my society, and I tried to silence my heart to have a good life. But after all this, I couldn’t find myself in the crowd and the most important thing is "I was not happy". If I am not happy then how can it be good for me?


So, from now I have decided not to silence my heart anymore. I will take control of my life and decide where I want to lead my life. I always and still am trying to find the motivation to get out of this mess. I read so many motivational quotes, books related to personal growth, and I am so thankful for all those books and quotes as they really helped me out to find the real me and build up my confidence. But if we really want a bomb-blasting motivation then, all we got to do is to imagine ourselves on our deathbed and in the last few moments of our life.


When I experimented myself, I swear I was regretting so much for not listening to my heart. I felt like I had so many inner talents and passion but I killed them brutally. Suddenly, I woke up from that imagination and said "NO". No, I won’t kill my passion anymore, I won't kill myself anymore. Fuck you society!!! I don't care whether you call me crazy or what, because enough is enough. I will create my own world that consists of me, my dreams, my happiness, and people who understand me.

Location: Kathmandu 44600, Nepal

Comments

  1. AbishkarOctober 19, 2020 at 2:40 PM

    Everything will be Okay in the end. And if it's not Ok it's not a end ; NEVER GIVE UP.

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  2. Whacko !!October 19, 2020 at 9:17 PM

    Wow !!

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  3. AnonymousNovember 5, 2020 at 3:40 PM

    ☺☺

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  4. iNepali autotech hubNovember 12, 2020 at 9:09 PM

    A winner is a dreamer so never give up ,and trust the timing of your life.

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  5. BNovember 23, 2020 at 6:53 PM

    Go for it, follow your dreams! Proud of your decision, and such powerful words.��

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